Lovenhatendie
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- Ikä: 22
- katsojaa: 45
- Maa: United States
- Kielet: English
I’m a masculine person, very dominating in the real world but it’s a anxiety/ptsd thing very submissive nature given the trust n bond, fiercely loyal and no shame in my game I’m living like that and still bi and idgaf what they talkin bout. Get it how you live. But when your friend fam or kin you got one of the most understanding, supportive, good influence, thoughtful, loves to laugh! And make others laugh by nature because my inner dialogue and perception is a unending self deprecating standup skit and everything that is cynical and everything bad that happens at least the smaller stuff is funny to me because I’m that far on hopelessness, I’m trappin trying to make a living just got my id but still need a job boi I’m barely sc****** by but I don’t ask for help and it don’t come lol so why should I care if no one else does. Ight that’s me, I’m really cool tho I’m the vibe I hate being cool cuz it get cold by yourself. Love, loyalty, humbleness, respect, honor, integrity, diligence, tact, empathy, drive. Vs depression, self hate, negativity, ******** ideation, guilt, disgust, all these feeling at war n my brain can’t depict one from the other so I ignore them so hard that I’m not present most times I’m spaced out gaining relief thru things that could make it worse could meaning nearly EVERYtime lol but hey I just need to be loved like everyone else just haven’t been so sorry my social skills fucked up, 69 days before may 31 I got out of prison where I been 5 yrs. So bare with me please.💜
